Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Birds

I was covering for our Receptionist today at lunch in our main lobby.
I must've looked like a dog hearing an odd noise as 
I was walking around tilting my head from side to side trying to
determine where a sound was coming from.

It sounded like there were birds in the ceiling.
Like, in the ceiling, right under the ceiling tiles.
Then I looked out the front door.


They were all chirping at once & it
was really loud.
They're probably confused about the weather.

 

Saturday, February 25, 2012

My Plan Went To Pot

Today, I had such good intentions and a To Do List.

Reality thus far is that I;
Woke up & got out of bed at 3:00pm
Went & got a pedicure.


The only thing I MUST accomplish tonight
is the dishes.

Tomorrow, we need to empty our storage locker & bring
everything up into the apartment as they're fixing
some pipes.
That will be physical work as or locker
is full up to the rim.
 Ugh.

Some Answers - Part I

Back on Dec 4'11, I posted an article from one of my 
 I am going to start answering those questions.


1. In one sentence, who are you? 
I am a wife, a daughter, a mother to a Pug, and a work in progress.

2. Why do you matter?
For a while I really felt as though I didn't and on a global scale, I don't really. I do however realize that I am incredibly lucky knowing that I mean the world to one person and one person means the world to me.  I matter because Adam loves me.  I matter because I love Adam. I matter because my family loves me.  I matter because Crockett loves me. That's more than enough reasons.

3. What is your life motto?
I do not have a life motto.

4. What’s something you have that everyone wants?
Everyone wants different things.  The one thing I am most proud of is my marriage.

5. What is missing in your life?
Physical fitness and recreation.

6. What’s been on your mind most lately?
My health.  Having my Mom hurt herself and need to rely on people for things for a short period of time made me realize 2 things;  1. I need to be healthy so I can look after my loved ones if they need it. 2. I need to be healthy so my loved ones won't have to look after me. 

7. Happiness is a ________?
Choice.  

8. What stands between you and happiness?
Even though I suffer from Clinical Depression and can have awful dreadful days, I can still find happiness.  For me, happiness can be the sound of Adam laughing, Crockett barking in his sleep, a bright blue sky with bright white clouds, a phone call from my Mom, reading a good book or watching a favourite film.  It’s harder some days than others, but happiness can be found.



Friday, February 24, 2012

Book Three

I stopped at Indigo last night
on my way home & picked up
Book III of The Hunger Games Trilogy
"Mockingjay"

I'm on Chapter 5 and I'm going to
go to bed right now & keep reading.
The goal is to have it finished by Sunday evening.

I do have quite a few chores to do this weekend.
Good motivation to getting them done tomorrow as early as
possible so I'll have to do nothing but read.


Thursday, February 23, 2012

Gotye - Easy Way Out



Click on the above link & enjoy a creative video,
because I absolutely love Gotye.
His music inspires me.
He is a musician and an artist.

Source


Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Potpourri and a Tooting Pug

Not the smelly home decor fragrance delivery product, but
in reference to the category on Jeopardy.
Like hodgepodge.
That has been my mind as of late.
Full of this and that and this again and a little bit of that
sprinkled with some
wha?
huh?
hmpf.
 
Not really able to focus or concentrate on anything
unless it's a book to bury my nose in.
I wonder if this is what people on Meth feel like?
My mind is going so fast that it feels like everything 
else is in   s l o w  m o t i o n.
It is a peculiar feeling I must say.

I actually think it's because I'm busy.
Busy at work and at home.
It's a nice change but I feel like my
body is telling me to sleep for 24 hours solid.

I have many many tasks to do that I'm worrying about finishing.
I think the only way I'll get anything done
over the next few weeks is to make a To Do List with timelines.
I think I need to make a Honey Do List for Adam as well.
 
I do think it's time to start another book.
I need a good reason for some body at rest time.
I finished Book II of The Hunger Games Trilogy
Catching Fire and it's time to start Book III.
 
Lastly this evening, our poor Crockett has been
sneezing and tooting at the same time.
Poor little monkey is getting so spooked by it, he jumps
up and doesn't know what to do.
Note to self: Rice + Chicken = Pug toot fuel.
 

Monday, February 20, 2012

A Day Off


 Perfect day for a walk.


 I tied him up while I got a coffee.
I can see him the WHOLE time.


 So clear. Hey boss, can you see the plane?

 
It would have been nice to go down to the Ravine
but I don't think we'd have made it back up.
It is a lot steeper than it looks.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Pug NomNom Noises


A bit blurry, but Crockett fills my heart with joy none the less.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Grey

I don't mind any more that my hair is going grey.
What I do mind is that it's not going grey in a nice 
pattern like Adam's.

I'd love to have a bold grey streak of hair but no,
my greys are coming in randomly all over.
A few of them look like I have down under curlies
sticking straight out the top of my head.

I will say that the grey hairs growing by my temples
are really bright white and shiny.
Sometimes they sparkle if I'm in the right light.


Maybe I should be really daring and go ginger?
Maybe not.
I need to let my last color job grow out so I can
see where this grey is going :)
 
Oh, and another thing.....
It should be a law of nature that
when you start to go grey, you shouldn't
have to deal with getting a zit.
That just makes me look in the mirror
and say, "Really? What the frack!"

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Hugh Jackman

A co-worker e-mailed me this photo.
There are no words, I look at it & I hear 
the music of Angels.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Escapism

I have been reading more lately than ever before.
I find it relaxes me and allows me some quiet.
I don't have enough quiet in my life.

Source

I used to turn on the idiot box to escape reality but have found
lately that TV makes me agitated and irritated as there aren't
too many quality shows to choose from.
Watching Hoarders last night had me feeling
like I was going to have a panic attack.
Not a favorable way to relax after a long day.

I want to spend a weekend somewhere like this with Adam,
the sounds and scents of nature coming in the window, a soft pillow,
a soft warm blanket, Crockett sleeping in the sun, 
and a selection of books.
Perhaps a little bell on a table to ring should I
need a cup of tea or snack.

Source


Monday, February 13, 2012

Math, I Loathe You.

I hate Math.
Always have.
Always will.

On my way home I was doing some Math.
15.
I spend 15 hours commuting to and from work weekly.

I hate Math.
Always have.
Always will.

Friday, February 10, 2012

Fight or Flight? Flight.

Adam and Crockett came to meet me at the
bus as they often do, but I had walked home from the station.
Luckily, Crockett stopped for a sniff that resulted in Adam looking
back to see me coming up the hill.
He changed directions & we met in front of the entrance to the park.

There is a bush just inside the entrance near the stairs
that Crockett ceremoniously tinkles on every time he passes it.
Adam & I were talking as Crockett went about his business and
then,  we heard other voices from the other side of the hedges.

A bit of history about afternoon walks in the park;
I once came upon a couple having a bit of a public
romp in the bushes, nudge nudge, wink wink and ever since,
I tend to avoid that corner of the park when alone with Crockett.
Since Adam was with me, my big strong husband and
protector, I didn't feel ill at ease with the voices.

It was a nice walk.
I like it when Adam comes to the park with me.

We had rounded a corner and my eyes scanned
the park looking for the source of the voices,
when I saw it.
A man, alone, in the bushes.
Not sitting on a log or a rock
or anywhere where there is a seat.
Literally, just there, in the bushes.
My heart rate increased and my face felt flushed with fear.

I whispered to Adam, " There's a guy in the bushes."
"Where?" he said.
"There!" I said.


Just as Adam caught a glimpse of him, the guy said, "Nice dog."

Adam looked at me like this,


and said, "Let's get OUT of here."

His expression made me forget my fear for a minute due to my laughing
but then I remembered and we were creeped out and left the park.

Sometimes, I wish Crockett was a Rottweiler.
I'd certainly feel safer walking him alone in the park.



Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Book Two

I received a lovely gift from my Beloved,
Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins.
It is Book 2 of a trilogy.

I really enjoyed The Hunger Games and
I'm looking forward to seeing the movie
next month.

I wasn't planning on buying the 2nd book just yet, so
it was a very nice and thoughtful gift.

I've been giving my daily crosswords a break
lately as I'm really enjoying reading.
I'm lucky to have read a few books that have started well
and really held my attention.

I started Catching Fire today on my way 
home from work and I'm going to tuck in early 
& read some more before bed.


This is the same photo today as
Project 365 - A Daily Photo.
It's a hardcover book so I've taken
the jacket off.
Putting it in & out of my bag so much
damages the jacket.
Go figure.

Monday, February 6, 2012

Daylight and the Moon

I actually got home from work tonight
and it was still daylight.
Feels good.

I grabbed Crockett and the camera 
and we went out for a short walk.

 
Oh hey, there's Daddy!


The Moon bright in the sky...


...and through the trees.

 

Looking West, the plane vapor trail was pink!


The Moon so bright & awesome.
On my wish list; a Telescope.


Sunday, February 5, 2012

So Apparently, I Snore.

This weekend was the 3rd spent at my parents
house helping out since my Mom broke her knee cap.

My Mom is on crutches and that scares the
bejesus out of me, especially in the washroom.
A fall on crutches could be a lot worse 
than a broken knee cap.

The bed in the spare room is so comfortable.
It's an Ikea transformer chair/bed thing and I love it.
The room is also lovely and cool.
Perfect sleeping temperature.

I was in a deep deep sleep when I felt something on my arm.
I opened my eyes & it was my Dad nudging me to wake up.
All I remember is;
" Jo......snoring.......loud......woke us up..."
I replied with;
"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. It's maybe cause I was on my back.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you up. I'm sorry."

The last thing they need is me waking them up, at 4:15am,
with snoring when I'm there to help out at night so
my Dad doesn't have to get up with my Mom if
she needs a nocturnal trip to the loo.

The next morning, my Mom told me the story.
I laughed but I was also mortified.
She said she heard a noise.
It woke her up & she sat there trying to figure out what it was.
She thought it was neighbours making noise.
As it continued, she got more and more irritated.
She woke up my Dad & he got out of bed to try and
figure out where the noise was coming from.
She said the wall was vibrating.
That is so awful.

Adam snores so I asked him to go to a sleep clinic.
Crockett snores cause well, he's a Pug.
If I snore too, I feel so bad for the folks who live above us.
I'll have to start leaving random gifts at their door.

Mouth gear due to Bruxism & snoring?
Wow, Adam married a real prize, poor chap.


Thursday, February 2, 2012

Because I Love Him

On my way home from work tonight, I stopped at a Loblaws
uptown as they carry a crazy hot sauce that Adam loves.

Before I left work, Adam sent me a message to pick up a few
other things as he wanted to make Spaghetti for dinner.

I got home at 6:10pm, tired and hungry.
I forgot his effing hot sauce!

I've noticed it more since I turned 43 but it all started
in my 40's, I forget things.
Vocabulary.
Dates.
Song Lyrics.
Trivia.
Besides vocabulary, my ability to pull random
useless shit out of my brain was all I had going for myself!

When Adam realized that I wasn't joking, he looked at
me as though I killed a bunny right there in front
of him with my bare hands.

I put my keys back in my pocket & went
all the way back uptown.

They were on sale for $2.68
I bought 8 bottles.
Before I could take this photo, he'd cracked one open.
 


I find this stuff stinky & revolting, but
he loves it & I love him.

An added bonus was that upon my return, 
dinner was served.